I’ll carry you home. No, you’re not alone. Keep marching on. This is worth fighting for. You know we’ve all got battle scars. You had enough, But just don’t give up. Stick to your guns, You are worth fighting for. You know we’ve all got battle scars. Keep marching on.
When there’s too much on your mind and you don’t know where to put it all. You become so lost. Granted this is the hardest time of year for multiple explanations. It doesn’t help being told that you’ve forgotten who your true friends are. Maybe this is true. I have been so focused on myself and what goes around me in my life here in New York. I’m starting to lose my sense of humor, it’s true. Everything is kind of becoming a routine that I go to. I just need someone to talk to but maybe I have to pause and reflect myself. I’m asked to do so much but I feel I can’t give everything to everyone. I can’t explain this feeling that I’m going through, if it’s good or if it’s bad. I’ve been on my own for too long and I’m starting to lose it. One person can only take so much. I know I can do anything I want to, hell I can drop out and figure out a way to get by. I’ve dealt with too many experiences in my life to stop though. I keep going but I can only continue until I run out. I still don’t know if anyone completely understands me, or if they every will. Sure, people try to but they don’t understand how far one must travel to figure myself out. I miss the crap out of some of the people I grew up with but I know they are long gone. It’s sad, everything changes. But then we move on. We move on and we grow. Yes this post is all over the place but it’s my way of dealing with word vomit. Just get it all out at once, move on and get over it. I wasn’t taught much by my parents but that’s whats made me stronger . I learned a lot on my own, I’ve fucked up but I haven’t looked back. The weight of the world may be on my shoulders but I have the power to push back.
“It’s a very brave thing to fall in love. You have to be willing to trust somebody else with your whole being, and that’s very difficult, really difficult and very brave.”
― Nicole Kidman”—(via notesofamour)
The kind of person you’re first attracted to. The guy has to be welcoming and closed off at the same time. Goes for friendships too so girls should be friendly, no filter is cool too. They must choose confidence over cockiness. A good handshake also says a lot about a person.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe that you can fall in love without realizing it. To be honest, the answer can be right in front of you and you wouldn’t even know it. Love shouldn’t be a word that anyone should abuse or throw around.
How do you show someone you are interested?
This is where I play mind games. You want something, you need to work for it. It pays off.
Is there such thing as a perfect relationship? Yes. The thing is that now a days, people become lazy and don’t bother to fix their relationship, they just let it go. It’s very unfortunate and sad. You know when you love someone and that means you’ll do anything and everything to make it work.
How do you know when someone thinks you’re attractive? Usually they hint it. I’m great at reading people…most of the time.
Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time? You date your best friend. That’s it. It’s someone you could live without but choose not to because they make life that much better. Once you hit a certain mark with guys who have been in the friend zone for so long, you can’t turn back. They can be a life-long friend, like family. Not your best friend.
What do you wear to attract the opposite sex? You’re never fully dressed without a smile.
What makes someone sexy? Charm, humor,and effort.
Are you uncomfortable staring in to someone’s eyes who likes you? Best way to read someone. You can tell if they’re lying or hiding something.
Do you come across as confident, sexy, friendly, subtle, or innocent? Friendly, confident and the occasional flirt.
When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it? Depends on my mood. Love making people feel awkward though.
Your favorite colors of eyes in the opposite sex: Can’t be a solid color. Mixed
What makes you sexy? My personality and smile for sure.
Describe your significant other or crush. Uhm where do I start? He’s amazing to say the least. Awesome personality, great attitude towards everything, comes from an amazing family with great values- just an all around amazing person. He puts up with me and actually listens when I talk. I still get butterflies every time I talk to him because the level of happiness I have being with him is not measurable. He is also a flirt and knows it doesn’t bother me though because I’m the same way. He’s just unbelievable in a good way. In the sense where I can’t believe I’m dating him, my best friend. Never thought that there were good guys out there. It’s that point where you love someone so much- you just look and know. You don’t have to say anything you could just lay there for hours appreciating that you’re best friend is always by your side.
When are you the most happy in a relationship?
Laying in bed in his arms. Or at a beautiful scenic view.
Do you believe in soul mates? Have you found yours?
How many people have broken your heart? For this soul purpose, once. After that I haven’t entirely given my heart, my all, into a relationship. Until about 5 months ago.
Would you ever cheat or have you ever cheated? No, I know what it’s like to be on that end.
Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back? No.
Have you ever given someone your entire heart? Yes, and he’s doing a great job taking care of it.
What kind of things do you do to show someone you are theirs? Personalization in everything. Letters, words, everything.
Is there ever a happily ever after? Yes, have you seen Disney?
Do you want to grow old with someone or be single? Grow old with someone.
Are you a hopeless romantic? You can say that. What’s a relationship without romance.
What’s the most romantic thing anyone’s ever done for you? Flew 3,000 miles to spend a weekend with me. Spending the night in Rockefeller eating cake while getting sprayed with sprinklers.
What are you like when you’re in love? Motivated, dedicated, and happy.
Describe your dream person. Look up a few questions
What has been the weirdest date you’ve ever been on? To see kick-ass 2 in a very uncomfortable seating arrangement. Made me love him even more.
And the very best?
They’re all the best. Specifically? A night in NYC walking around aimlessly.
What’s the most money a boyfriend or girlfriend has spent on you? No comment.
And the most you’ve spent on them? Over $500.00
Which one of your relationships was the shortest? Officially? 2 months.
Which was the longest? 2 long torturous years.
Are you friends with any of your exes? Not all of them. Tried to, just couldn’t and I think it’s for the best.
Do you wish you were back together with any of your exes? No.
Do you ever have dreams about your exes? No.
If you want to get married, what age? Depends. It must be a mutual agreement between both parties. Can’t rush into it either.
Are you open or closed because of past hurt? More closed off then I should be.
What is your philosophy on love? For the short explanation, love is one of life’s most beautiful feelings in the world. No one should be afraid of it. There needs to be more of it in today’s world.
Who would you die for? Family and select few.
Who do you secretly yearn for? Pursuit of happiness. And to be the opposite of my parents.
The reason you love your significant other or crush. He caught me when I fell.
Would you change yourself for someone you loved? No. Absolutely not. You don’t love me for who I am keep moving.
Would you give up a dream for someone you loved? No they should be right there by your side supporting it.
Would you quit a job for someone you loved? Yes there’s more opportunities out there. If I needed to care for the health of the person I love, they come first. Call me crazy.
The thing you love about relationships: Having another half. Someone that understands you. And always having a dance partner.
The thing you love about being single: Ultimately focusing on yourself. You can’t love anyone else if you can’t love yourself. Everyone needs me time.
The person who’s on your mind right now: Some stud :)
#1 “People aren’t against you; they are for themselves.”
#2 “Climb mountains not so the world can see you, but so you can see the world.”
#3 “You learn more from failure than from success; don’t let it stop you. Failure builds character.”
#4 “The most dangerous risk of all – The risk of spending your life not doing what you want on the bet you can buy yourself the freedom to do it later”
#5 “Go where you’re celebrated, not where you’re tolerated.”
#6 “The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so you better try to make yourself as interesting as possible.”
#7 “If you accept your limitations you go beyond them.”
#8 “People often say that motivation doesn’t last. Well, neither does bathing.. that’s why we recommend it daily.”
#9 “Everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something”
#10 “Comfort is the enemy of achievement.”